And today i finally am able to look forward. Past the raw emotions, the violent images and the recurring gnawing. i dont understand, but i see, and i try to understand. i dont understand because i was never mechanised for such, as such. Reconciliation in the most, most loving way; something i wouldn't have expected after abject misery for almost a month.
Living and learning cannot be as easy as it sounds. because if it were, we would never know what it would mean to bleed, to cry, to fall apart, to disintegrate. A cut that bleeds is but one of others, and its scar is what remains as a living, dissoluting memory. Can it be that lessons in life prepare you for a divine testing?
You and i will never be the same. I can live with that, happily.
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