And the biggest irony of them all

its ironic how much JC has taught me to appreciate what Ive got and what i should give my life for; even though it has only so far sought to stifle and dissolute every other factor of my life that isn't somewhat related to my A levels.

I guess its exactly due to this stifling that Ive finally understood-- the point to getting where you want may be different from others' but if you dont let yourself pursue your own dreams without restrictions so that you can feel secure following the mainstream; then youve got to live with it.

This past one and a half years of endless toiling and driving has taught me to make decisions with a clear mind-- and in the same way to look at all options-- not only the ones that the government provides, your family encourages, your teachers emphasise on.


My goal in life is not to get a university certificate.

My goal is to study, learn and immerse myself in the arts and languages, gain the skills needed that would hone my artistic talents to a finer degree, and to fully understand, appreciate and use the two in ways that would benefit both myself and the people whom i cherish.

But in order to get there, Ive got to work hard for my A levels, which would open doors to different tertiary institutions offering courses that i would need to qualify for.

Im glad I sorted this out (even though all of you might have already known it a long, long time agon. i mean it doesnt really take a genius to get it right :/)

Going to work now, xoxoxo