Had a weird nightmare last night about how my father was in a drunk rage trying to stab (stub?) me with his lit ciggie and flicking the hot ashes on me while i tried running past him; and woke up feeling extremely unsettled and feeling as if i havent slept a wink. Seems like drinking and smoking makes a killer (pun!) combination; hahaha.
Anyway today was another awesome holiday-day which kicked off (pun again!) with SOCCER AT TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC! whoooo i was quite surprised that i havent lost touch that fast; obviously being in srjc's soccer team helps you not look like an idiot in the street soccer court. Jingboy organised it (thanks sweetie) with a not-too-bad turn out; Han Yang, Wei Guang, Rajab, Pu Yuan--fashionably late as usual, Aik Siang, Jingboy's friend Venga and myself :))
We played pretty badly at first in this minuscule version of a streetsoccer court, losing to this team with superb teamwork and ball control as well. Later we moved to the basketball court which was THANKFULLY alot bigger and easier to maneuver in. We beat two Ngee Ann five-man teams two years our senior and beat the initial group later too!
And i scored 3 or 4 goals, yay :))
Faved picture :))
Later headed to Vivo after lunch and alot of dillydallying :P Vivo just rocks my socks more than Orchard does because its more accessible. Ate dinner at superdogs and i got a new pair of wedges, squee!!!
Someone's not looking too happy, haha!
Spot the problem.
NOW do you see it?!
Foreground:MINE, background:MI--his.
And of course company was great as usual; and i reckon there's something more important than just chemistry between us that makes going out with each other every single time a fresh, new experience that we both look forward to-- some people think its absolutely boring going out with the same person every week for three to four years (and counting) since after youve turned the person inside out youre left with just a shitload of mess and a broken relationship.
But i guess we're different because we love each other's humaneness. Our flaws are not rashly or violently brought to light under the motive of vengeance-- instead we discuss them and think of ways to deal with them, and are willing to put in several sincere sacrifices to solve them. Our mutual appreciation of each other doesnt fall on deaf ears; but more importantly it isn't just a collection of mere words; but a living proof defined by actions, summed up in words.
Every new day i discover something about him i never knew before; or at least never noticed with the intensity of that moment-- and vice versa, i guess. it also helps that we have more than a genuine trust and affection for each other even in different institutions; its a genuine love, corny as it sounds.
Dont know why i blogged about this but i guess i never had a chance to put it-- even if vaguely and inaccurately-- in words; and i really, really dont want to ever feel the regret of not having done so when i could earlier. So now-- camwhoring before i go. xoxoxo.
byeeeee :))
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